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Monday, October 29, 2007

here i am.. flipping thru pages of pages from the med-surg txtbk frm gleneagles.. when the info can be found in the very txtbk tt each n every single souls of NR0608 had... LEMONE! thank you very much andy goh ming jin! you made my life easier! hahs! bt it'll be more helpful if nxt time you flip thru the damn lemone first n inform me much earlier! hahahahs!!

why didnt i flip thru lemone 1st you may ask??!

ans: simple.. cuz i hate tt book! it gives me the headache!

anw.. today i learnt of the many many many many MANY diff kind of phobias alive.. wanna know ask me personally! ahahahs! n crabbie dear had just introduce this ultra nice wrd to me.. "cheesebun numbfuck!" hahahas! how cute is the wrd sia!!! LOL!!

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Sunday, October 28, 2007

gonna be super random for tonight...

was browsing blogs.. n i just LOVE it when you click on the links.. or the links of the links.. and theen it will bring you someone sooo familiar.. n then you go.. "HEY!!! TT'S -whoever-!!!!" it's just sooo cool larhs! hahahs..

anws.. I'M MISSING OUTDOORS OHH SOOO TERRIBLY!! i miss canoeing.. i miss CAMPING! i miss footdrill i miss HIKING! i miss climbing -i wont mind it nemore cuz im desperate for outdoor activities!!!- and i OHHH SOOO MISSS THE P.E.O.P.L.E.!!!!!!!!!!

6-9 agn for tmr.. i suppose its all back to the long hours in sch.. and as for now.. i better get back to my OCPD research and wait for cring-ing sound which will then indicating an end for my research! hahahs!..nights ppl! =))

what will a cardiac table get??! -courtesy of kh!



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Saturday, October 27, 2007

I. S.E.R.I.O.U.S.L.Y. N.E.E.D. A. M.A.J.O.R. C.H.E.E.R.I.N.G. U.P. S.E.S.S.I.O.N!

if you think there was another day which was as sucky as mine.. think agn..



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wells.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BROTHER! 20 YEARS OLD SIA!!! damn old ready! stop playing your psp n give it to me mans! HAHAHAHS!!!

ok whatever.. it was HIS TURN to treat n since today gt the friday prayers n he's suppose to meet his friends aftwards... we just end up at pw.. swensens.. like we always do! HAHS! so aft waiting.. n some arguement over the food.. -can you imagine argueing over ordering soo much or soo lil!! funny sia!- anws.. we gt the firehse or wadever tts meant for the bday boy... n on top of that bro's friend treat us all to ice creams! hahahs... cool mans..

and was suppose to have arab tonight.. bt the evil side gt the betta of the 2 of us.. with our materials chuck inside kh's bag.. we venture out to pw.. n BACK to pw for me.. to do some cuci mata for the bags.. n kh gt this mphosis bag which is freaking unique larhs! n i finally gt a BELT! hahahhas.. which yes.. was a replacement for the 50 bucks flower belt frm mango... =P nt the same.. bt will do..

ohhhs! n how cld i frgt?! today's e-learning day.. n it sucks super big time.. cuz.. the only thing we're seriously suppose to do at hme was the survey.. n its such a DUMB survey that it insulted our intelligence sia! prolly the lectures missed the lecture on intelligence frm sociology that they didnt know that we have smtg ohh sooo brilliant called the BRAIN!

ohh btw in my extended family.. so far i've known 3 other nadirah's.. so yes.. i shall just be blessed to be name nadirah rather then PETOM.. or ETON.. or some PE'AH.. sheesh!
insertion of NGT!
while tong2's inserting the tube...

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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

first and foremost.. i have officially skipped a 2 hour lect on research mthds just now! ohh wells... you guys seriously dont expect me to sit through a 2 hour crap do you?! prolly it wasnt so much of a crap if the guy wld just STOP babbling n go into the lesson proper sia.. wadever..

and i went to fix my NEW camera which was bought like less den 2 wks ago... n all the pictures in it was deleted! n yes.. wei hsin if you're reading this.. those pictures we took at kamariah's place.. with salina's crap n all it was all deleted.. and so that shall explain the late cum no picture e-mails alright... im even more devastated if you guys already are.... HAIISSS!!!! n come to tink i doubt i can make it to salina's this sat! OMG!!!! triple the sadness larhhs!! sian3....

n kak ayu dropby yest with damien.. YES DAMIEN!!! n where was i.. ohh.. i was on my way to sch... perfect rights...n acc to momma damien's bigger now.. n much cuter n my lil bro keeps on pulling the lil boy's legs! HAHAHAS! how cute!

sad news.. sad news no.1.. we've strted on our ICA which means not much of slacking time... sad news no.2.. the missing adult is still missing.. =(..
GOOD NEWS!
good news no.1.. WE'VE STRTED ON OUR ICA... which means sooo much crap! hahahhahas!!! good news no.2 nadirah bte ishak will be taking her btt pretty soon.. cuz i've already found a private driving instructor for myself! muahahahhs!!
good news no.3.. i was out with eunice last week.. n she made a promise tt if she were to ever run away frm hme which has like 1/100 chances.. she'll run over to my hse! YAY! hahahas!! soo cute rights! i know..
good news no.4.. i'll be out with mas tmr night! n you all will nvr guess what we're gonna do unless we tell you! HAHAHAHS!! anws.. im also thinking of booking the chalet for the 3 most meaningful cum precious cum i-dunno-how-to-live-w/o-them ppl in my life.. which will be the momma... mas n eunice!! omg.. all the 3 of their bdays fall in dec mans!! hahahahs! i'm soo loving them okais... ohh n cia's bday fall in dec too! cia.. i'll drag you along too.. PROVIDED I MANAGE TO GET A SLOT!

okok... i tink this lil soon to be missy in 2 sem's time shld stop babbling n hit the books b4 all she drain all the already lil energy left for researches...

HAPPY 18TH TO MY BESTFRIEND'S BESTFRIEND NADIA!!! we are soooo going to meet on sat!

imh n kkh will prolly get the best out of me ESP W/ THE PPL I'M STUCK TO WRK WITH.. BELIEVE ME! haiiss...

bt who cares when MONEY's coming in on bro's bday! which is like 2 days away!!! yayness... i'm like sooooooo soooooo filthy BROKE LARHS! haiis...

last of all... today's horoscope for me.. is sooooo me! hahahhs!
You can feel free to turn a deaf ear on anyone who is telling you to introduce more discipline and structure into your life. They are projecting their own life choices onto you, and they really don't have any right to do so. Do not let their status or powerful position intimidate you into adopting a style of living that isn't comfortable for you. You are doing just fine managing things the way you are managing things. All that matters is that it works for you.

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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

decided to do this cuz some arse has just gtta spoilt my beautiful night! and so.. i was mesmerize or prolly i wldnt have been if my eyes arent almost going to shut anytime already by the ans.. i tink the closest lot wld think the ans are soo me.. bt ohh wells ppl DO change... n i'm not ready for more just YET! hahahahs.. NIGHTS ppl.. n btw i stole the link frm shan ling's web! ahahahs!

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx - here you go!

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Friday, October 19, 2007

its been a looooong week tt past sooo freaking FAST! n then today's friday already.. n i still haven install whatever shit for the camera.. ohh wells! hahahahs!

anws.. yest there was a bit of a mess for the sub-grouping.. n i swear i'll be a total bitch if i have to... plus plus plus.. not forgetting my other 3 dearest =)))! n i am sooo happy that we are still in the same group! if ANYBODY EVER TRY TO BREAK US APART W/O ANY OF US KNOWING...... lets just say they are plainly asking us to kill them..

anw whatever it is SUBGROUP 2 IS STILL ROCKING BABE! ahhhahahas!!!

and i tink i betta stop here or i'll be late for sch!!
have a good day ppl... n yes enjoy the song! haahahas!



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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

today was suppose to be the slackiest day of all.. but it turn out to be freaking shagged larhhs! n research mthds ohhh soooo suck big big BIG time! graaaahs!! MR ISHAK JR. IF YOU'RE READING THIS A WARNING IN A FUTURE WOULD BE MUCH MUCH MUCH APPRECIATED!!! thank you!.

anws i still manage to get thru the 3 hour lesson for today la... n i den have to wait for 1 hour plus under the sun for SOMEBODY Arhhs.. to pass me souvenirs that were menyemaks in his house wad! whatever larhhs.. lucky theres such thing called the mobile phone around.. n also the bestest best pal you cld ever imagine...

anws anws.. i shall not reveal what i've gotten aft the wait for MORE then 1 hour just yet.. cause the pict cannot be uploaded due to the need of installing whatever shit.. which was caused by me losing the previous ohh sooo nice camera.. n thus you cant blame me alright...

and as for now.. enjoy the song.. im addicted to it! =P!

ohh waIT!! HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY CHNG RANG!!! oh my god.. you're getting freaking old de!!! LOL!!!!

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Monday, October 15, 2007

1st day back to sch.. and i was...
1)LATE..
2)SLENGER
3)SLEEPY!
4)CRANKY
5)HOPELESS!

HAHS! yes.. tt was me for the whole 9 hours in sch just now! YES 9 WHOLE AND GOD DAMN HOURS LARHS! firstly i was late.. or shld i say ALMOST late... save by 1 minute.. how nicee...

n then i was slenger! why?? cuz i HAPPILY THOUGHT today gt no lab.. cuz i didnt read the timetable properly.. haiis.. and so i was clad in white pants n SLIPPERS with no LAB BOOKS!!! perfecto aint it?! triple the hais! ohh.. this part you musnt miss out.. i was HAPPILY PLANNING to meet up with fizah n eunice cuz i tot lesson will end at 3.. I WISH mans! graaaahs! n i was sleepy.. super sleepy tt my eyes just fell shut on a few occasions on its own.. n sleepy nadirah = cranky nadirah = hopeless nadirah.. HAHAHS!

n tmr's timetable is still da best.. 10-12 bio lab.. 12-2 break.. 2-4 bio lect.. 4-6 break.. 6-8 clinical lab.. 10 hours in sch.. i tink they really want us to LIVE in NYP sia.. sheesh!

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Saturday, October 13, 2007

firstly i'd like to wish SLAMAT HARI RAYE to all REAL MUSLIM OUT THERE WHO DID TRY THEIR BEST TO FULFILL THE ASPECT OF RAMADHAN! n not to those MALAYS.. who claim they're muslim.. bt doesnt even make the effort to show respect in the holy month of ramadhan! n then.. the best part! happily claim to be a muslim upon wanting to celebrate hari raya!.. i shant comment more..

alright.. i'd like to take this oppurtunity to ask for forgiveness to one n all for all my wrong doings over these years of living... for all the TERsilap kate.. TERtuduh.. TERfitnah.. TERmengumpat... TERpukul.. n all the other many-many TER's la...n may you all be of the bestest health n a great hari raya indeed! =))!

ok nxt on my list.. met up with eunice on weds night la.. was straight aft wrk ok.. summore aftnn shift so arnd 10 like tt met her.. den we walk to ecp macs.. n eat supper.. plus.. slack like nobody's business n as if i dont have to get my arse out at 5.30 the nxt morn.. i was shivering like mad! i dunno why! been shivering very badly ever since i enter the B1 ward la.. okok.. so we stroll aft gettin bored of lazing arnd.. n then saw dad at the void deck there n thus faster rush up! LOL!!! which is arnd 2 like tt arhhs.. ohh n we met adib there..it was funny when we told him fizah cant make it along cuz her dad was hme.. cuz he didnt believe it.. so yes fizah he dont believe US! tsk3.. LOL!!!

ok.. n on the thurs.. morn shift right.. i was suposedly entitled for an hours break! BUT i didnt even manage to get a decent 10 mins of rest larhs! why?? cuz while i JUST sat dwn in the tea-rm.. the staff ask me go write report on the dressing tt i've done.. n also at the same time complete the report on tt particular pt.. diaos lorhhs.. n so i was thinking ya la.. since i did it might as well complete my job properly right.. n so once outside.. the staff i/c was serving medicine.. n so i follow suit serve meds.. then.. suddenly everything else comes by laa.. as per usual.. manual bp la... apex heart beat laa... n so.. by the time i manage to write the report... my 1 hr's break timing was over.. soo nice rights! aiya nvm.. bottom line.. I WROTE A REPORT! hahahahs! and then i LOST my camera.. due to my carelessness.. no doubt.. then go hme.. change.. n got my arse dwn to causeway pt.. to cut cake with kak yam.. who happen to share the same birthdate as me! n it was kecoh laa... like the neighbouring stalls all come n sing song.. n kak yam kena mandi ngan ice.. while i got away with a stern warning for nxt yr.. bt nxt yr.. my bday will fall in syawal wad.. HAHAHAS! n i was like a walking zhombie at the end of the night.. having only 2 plus hrs of slp.. n no rest PLUS its moving out night for dad...

n so our dear CI let us off at noon.. n i was left alone in the ward despite supposedly having to have 10 students at the male side alone to do paras.. updating charts.. plus attending call bell.. cuz... the rest were.. 1) having 1 full hr of break when they shld have 1/2 hr max since we're leaving earlier..-this one tk pasal arhhs.. cuz they really did most of the stuffs ready.. the second grp are the ones who mintak nak kena shove 10 biscodyl up their anal mans! prolly their nose n ears n every single opening there is arhs! irritating like hells.. CURIK TULANG ONLY! n even if they're in the wards also nvr do anything stand there.. walk arnd.. like everything else will get done by itself.. their mothers arse la.. SO IRRITATED MANS..

ohh shit! I WLD ONCE AGN LIKE TO MOHON AMPUN N MAAF FOR ALL MY WRONG DOINGS.. -which includes the harsh wrds as mention above! hahahahs!- ohhs well... night pepol! =))!

PS: no pics frm posting this time round.. bt picts on raye n my new camera will be up soon! hahas!

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Tuesday, October 09, 2007

i can nvr ask for a better today.. wait.. prolly i can larhhs.. bt.. this will do...

having brother in aftnn shift.. having AN evelyn.. and the other 3 of my lifeline still surviving with me... having to already hand in my case study... n yan came abt to buke puase.. n the patients not giving much of a probs... and the one that totally made my day.. is a DISTINCTION FOR MY 2121!!!!!!

wahahahahhahahahs!!! finally a DISTINCTION!!!! YAYNESS!!!! omg larhhhssss!!!! I. A.M. S.O.O.O.O.O.O.O.O.O. F.R.E.A.K.I.N.G. H.A.P.P.Y. larrrhhhhhsssss!!!!

nvr have i expected to get a distinction for posting larhhss!! LOL!!!! ALHAMDULLILLAH.. ALHAMDLLILLAH... ALHAMDULLILLAH!!! =)))))!!!!

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Sunday, October 07, 2007

i went to geylang agn yest night.. can smbody please tell me how many times have i been there this month alone! LOL!.. ohhs well.. so i decided to call mas n duck along la.. cuz i was suppose to go with them on mon.. BUT.. im on aftnn shift.. which means aft 10 den i can be arnd at geylang.. n even so i tink i'll still be in my U's.. which is sooo unglam man! HAHAHAHHAS!!! imagine blue chested in the middle of geylang at 10 plus plus pm! hahahahs!

okok... so yes geylang was ultra pack la.. n ppl were carrying fans all arnd.. soo funny.. it reminded me of summer in korea! n so.. there was these 3 girls.. squeezing pass ppl just to catch up with one another n one of them bought bunga api!! hahas.. with the quote "low smoke" ! which is satisfying.. bt got no sound.. n so the other suggested while playing.. make your own sound! LOL!!

ohh n theres arab too! i tot i was gonna be late la.. bt i wasnt! lalalas~ uridu shukulate! and... hear this out...
tholib:ya nadirah.. where do you place a misbah..
me:whats a misbah??!!
tholib:*pointing towards the lights..* misbah...
me: oh ok.. rurfa naom..-with whispers frm kh-
tholib.. na'am.. qursi??
me: rurfa naom..*with the questioning tone*
tholib: okaayss.. sajjadah??
me: RURFA NAOM!!! *really emphasising the questioning tone..*
HAHAHAAHHAS!!! damn hilarious la..
me: ya la.. can put in the rurfa julus n matbah as well! LOL!..
bt all can fit in the rurfa naom wad.. NOT my BET or BAD or wadever la! freaking shiate! LOL!

PS: timetables out.. n it SUCKS BIG TIME!! eight pm on tues yet agn! haiisss...

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Friday, October 05, 2007

im dissapointed.. im upset... n im angry... tt i end up stressing myself out sorang2.. get me?

anws it gt ntg to do with attachments.. attachments been fun.. esp with sister on the opposite shift as you... which is ohhh soo heavenly! anws.. aftnn yest was great! was laughing terribly 1/2 of the time... cursing at the other students 1/4 of the time.. n complaining to the other 3 of my life savers there the other 1/4 of the time.. so yeah.. there you go...

erghs... haven finish my case study!!! n i ohhhh sooo cant wait to meet up with eunice.. n the DEAR n DARLING agn!!!! =(((!!!!



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Tuesday, October 02, 2007

i have ultimately burn a HUGEEEE hole in my bank account.. seriously! n i still need more $$ for everything else! anws.. dad has already been asking for his share! RUBBISH! LOL!

i have FINALLY gotten my baju raya! yayness la.. n i actually willingly wanna give up my search for baju raye this yr.. can you imagine everywhere you turn to.. you see.... SONGKET... n then BATIK... (batik modern or not.. its still batik what!).. n the best of all... MANIK-MANIK!! whats with all the manik-manik stuff.. dont ppl know how hard to take care of clothes with maniks??!! n if it happen to fall out.. arent you going to cry esp if you've fork out 300 plus bucks on it??!! n besides its such an eye sore when theres way too much maniks on it..

anyhows.. i am extremely satisfied with what i found.. n the dearest momma betta be too.. ohh n yes! i learnt a very very valuable lesson yest! cerewetness has an EXTREMELY expensive price to pay for!

ok so hows attachment so far.. good news no.1.. my dearest friend is no longer in the ward! *smiles* good news no.2.. im still on morn shift!.. good news no.3..the CI is da coordinator of the whole hospital - which means she's nt gonna be in da ward much!.. n erm.. i tink no more good news liao larhs.. hahaahs!

ok anws.. yest was truely ultra busy.. i was kept on my toes all throughout the day la.. except for the 1 hour break which i made good use of to slp! hahahas! n then.. i did dressing on 2 pts.. one with multiple wounds..-.-"!!! n the other one dressing plus remove drainage... n im afraid to go for operations now! ahhahahs!! with the drainage n stuff.. OMG! *note to nadirah! nvr look at pt's face when doing a procedure! cuz it'll effect her badly! esp the pain look! graaaaahs!*

n today was a lil bit slackier.. bt MY GOODNESS!! got this brother perasan me n jue are students posted to his ward sia! OH MY GOSH LAARHS!! den he open his mouth konon tu like educating us like tt laarhhs.. omg.. cannont angs mans! HAHAHAHAS!!!

okok i betta get back to my cSE study liaos... tatas.. happy berbuke! =))!

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